Tears in Heaven

Would you know my name

If I saw you in heaven

Will it be the same

If I saw you in heaven

I must be strong, and carry on

Cause I know I don't belong

Here in heaven

Would you hold my hand

If I saw you in heaven

Would you help me stand

If I saw you in heaven

I'll find my way, through night and day

Cause I know I just can't stay

 Here in heaven

Time can bring you down

Time can bend your knee

Time can break your heart

Have you begging please

Begging please

Beyond the door

There's peace I'm sure.

And I know there'll be no more...

Tears in heaven

Would you know my name

If I saw you in heaven

Will it be the same

If I saw you in heaven

I must be strong, and carry on

Cause I know I don't belong

Here in heaven

Cause I know I don't belong

Here in heaven

* as we said goodbye to our little angel, John Maravich, 27.07.11

Everything in Its Time

Sometimes I wonder what lies ahead
How long till my hunger is fed
They say it's hard to make it in this part of town
So many people on this merry-go-round

Some folks try astrology
Some turn to crystal balls
To find an answer,
To get through it all
I just fall on my knees and I try to pray
In the silence I can hear Him say

The river runs and the river hides
Out to the ocean and under the sky
I promise you, the answer will come
Hold on to patience and watch for the sign
Everything in its time

I often feel like I'm two steps behind
Somebody must have moved that finish line
There are a thousand reasons
Why I should give up
But I'm stubborn in the things I believe

The river runs and the river hides
Out to the ocean and under the sky
I promise you, the answer will come
Hold on to patience and watch for the sign

'cause maybe there's another plan
One I still can't see
A little surprise, like your love in my life
Funny how time changes how we see

The river runs and the river hides
Out to the ocean and under the sky
I promise you, the answer will come
Hold on to patience and watch for the sign
Everything in its time
Everything in its time

 

 

March 18, 2013. As i believe You will give me what's best in my life, God...

h o m e

Another summer day

Has come and gone away

In Paris and Rome

But I wanna go home

Mmmmmmmm

Maybe surrounded by

A million people I

Still feel all alone

I just wanna go home

Oh, I miss you, you know

And I’ve been keeping all the letters that I wrote to you

Each one a line or two“I’m fine baby, how are you?”

Well I would send them but I know that it’s just not enough

My words were cold and flat

And you deserve more than that

Another aeroplane

Another sunny place

I’m lucky I know

But I wanna go home

Mmmm, I’ve got to go home

Let me go home

I’m just too far from where you are

I wanna come home

And I feel just like I’m living someone else’s life

It’s like I just stepped outside

When everything was going right

And I know just why you could not

Come along with me

'Cause this was not your dream

But you always believed in me

Another winter day has come

And gone away

In even Paris and Rome

And I wanna go home

Let me go home

And I’m surrounded by

A million people I

Still feel all alone

Oh, let me go home

Oh, I miss you, you know

Let me go home

I’ve had my run

Baby, I’m done

I gotta go home

Let me go home

It will all be all right

I’ll be home tonight

I’m coming back home

*as I always wanna go home everytime I'm away..

Love Moves In Mysterious Ways

Who'd have thought this is how the pieces fit
You and I shouldn't even try making sense of it
I forgot how we ever came this far
I believe we had reasons but I don't know what they are
Don't blame it on my heart, oh

Love moves in mysterious ways
It's always so surprising
When love appears over the horizon
I'll love you for the rest of my days
But still it's a mystery
How you ever came to me
Which only proves
Love moves in mysterious ways

Heaven knows love is just a chance we take
We make plans but then love demands a leap of faith
So hold me close and never never let me go
'Cos even though we think we know which way the river flows
That's not the way love goes, no

Like the ticking of a clock two hearts beat as one
But I'll never understand the way it's done, oh

Love moves... in mysterious ways....

-written by Tom Snow and Dean Pitchford

*as I prove that love moves in mysterious ways..

I Will Be Your Friend

when every moment gets too hard...

end of the road can feel so far

no matter how much time we’re apart...

i’m always near you

i’ll be the shelter in your rain

help you to find your smile again

i’ll make you laugh at a broken heart

wherever you are

'cause...i’m never gonna walk away

if the wall comes down someday...

all alone and you feel afraid...

i'll be there when you call my name

you can always depend on me

i believe...until forever...

i will be your friend

i will be your friend

so many people come and go

nothing can change the you I know

you’ll never be just a face in the crowd

and time will show

through the seasons and years...

i will always hold you dear

never you fear

i’ll be your rock

when every candle burns down low

and i want you...

i want you to know...

i’m never gonna walk away
if the wall comes down someday...
all alone and you feel afraid...
i'll be there when you call my name
you can always depend on me
i believe...until forever...
i will be your friend
i will be your friend

*as i grateful for all the friendships i have

Can't Cry Hard Enough

I'm gonna live my life...
Like everyday's the last.
Without a simple good-bye.
It all goes by so fast.

And now that you're gone...
I can't cry hard enough.
No...I can't cry hard enough...
For you to hear me now.

I'm gonna open my eyes...
And see you for the first time.
I've let go of you like...
A child letting go of his kite.

There it goes...up in the sky.
There it goes...beyond the clouds.
For no reason why...
I can't cry hard enough.
No...I can't cry hard enough...
For you to hear me now.

I'm gonna look back in vain...
And see you standing there.
When all that remains...
Is just an empty chair.

And now that you're gone...
I can't cry hard enough.
No...I can't cry hard enough...
For you to hear me now.

There it goes...up in the sky.
There it goes...beyond the clouds.
For no reason why...
I can't cry hard enough.
No...I can't cry hard enough...
For you to hear me now.

And now that you're gone...
I can't cry hard enough.
No...I can't cry hard enough...
For you to hear me now.

August.05.2005
for remembering my beloved little kitty which died in my arms this morning..
goodbye, kitty.

I Believe My Heart

Whenever i see your face, the world dissappears,
All in a single glance of, revealing,
You smile and i feel as though, ive known you for years,
How do i know to trust what im feeling.

I believe my heart, what else can i do,
When every part of every thought leads me straight to you,
I believe my heart, theres no other choice,
For now whenever my heart speaks, i can only hear your voice.

A lifetime before we met, has faded away,
How did i live a moment without you,
You dont have to speak at all, i know what you'd say,
And i know every secret about you.

I believe my heart, it believes in you,
Its telling me that what i see is completely true,
I believe my heart, how can it be wrong,
It says that what i feel for you i will feel my whole life long.

I believe my heart, it believes in you,
Its telling me that what i see is completely true,
And with all my soul i believe my heart,
The portrait that it paints of you, is a perfect work of art.

by Duncan James & Keedie

From This Moment

-I do swear that I'll always be there.
I'd give anything and everything and I will always care.
Through weakness and strength,
happiness and sorrow,for better, for worse,
I will love you With every beat if my heart.-

From this moment life has begun
From this moment you are the one
Right beside you is where I belong
From this moment on
From this moment I have been blessed
I live only for your happiness
And for your love I'd give my last breath
From this moment on

I give my hand to you with all my heart
Can't wait to live my life with you can't wait to start
You and I will never be apart
My dreams came true because of you

From this moment as long as I live
I will love you, I promise you this
There is nothing I wouldn't give
From this moment on

You're the reason I believe in love
And you're the answer to my prayers from up above
All we need is just the two of us
My dreams came true because of you

From this moment as long as I live
I will love you, I promise you this
There is nothing I wouldn't give
From this moment
I will love you as long as I live
From this moment on

*January 11, 2004
as I married my true love